Hi blog.

Jesus fucking christ.


It's been almost half a year that I haven't touched this. Woops.

Nothing new here. Other than my god damn life hangs in the balance for the next week. If shit doesn't go down this time around, I don't even know what to do. Wait another couple of years? Grow a pair and marry? Go back? Decisions. Round midnight.


Here is a sweet car.

Yo

Thought of this coming back from work.

I'll just leave this here:




Notes: Still thinking of her, doesn't even make sense. Sisters are coming, cool beans. Got HW to do, easy junk, just a lot of reading. Right side of face hurts. WTF

Yuuuuuuuuuupuh.

It's been 16 days and I haven't even touched that program. It's taking up 8gb of valuable hard drive space...I'm very tempted to click delete but god damn I think I have some desire to do it if it's still just sitting there. D'oh.



In every-man lucifer lies dormant.
White as the neon rails which guide him.
Yearning for ejection.
To languidly creep back in.


That's why I don't write poetry.



X is driving me nuts. Everytime she returns I'm at the point of almost completely forgetting about her, but then BAM, like fucking emerald she shows up and it all comes back like a flock of seagulls. lol. anyway, MIB technology needs to become reality REAL soon. I need to forget about her. I sound like a little bitch in 9th grade but I'll be damned if she doesn't have this power over me.


Cool car time; always makes me feel better.





for like 2 seconds. oh well.

FC; black, simple, low, advan model 5, T2, s5 tails, nardi, checkered floor mats, there i go dreamin'.






I'll just leave that there.

annnd finally. the best;

Pover9000XYZ

So. I acquired a copy of the entire p90x workout deelie. I guess I'll give it a shot, but I have some concerns about doing this:

A.) If I actually motivate myself and somehow become disciplined enough to go through with 90 days of this and get into shape, am I really going to have the motivation to stay in shape for the years after I'm done getting to the level I want to be at? Dunno man.

B.) Also, they advise you to take a shitload of supplements. I've never been a fan of taking any supplements, I'm not a doctor but methinks food is enough, I'm probably wrong. Anyway, those cost a lot, and I flinch every time I spend like 4 dollars for a bike tube or something. Basically I'm real poor.

C.) I don't have dumbells, a pull-up bar, or those squiggly pull up do dads. I dunno what they're called. I need to make my own weights out of dirt or bite the bullet and really decide I want to do this. Wow, this really isn't a huge life commitment. Maybe the best thing I could do is to get someone to slap me for being a pussy. Maybe.



Been working on this here comic, still need to tweak out the first two slides but it's a sketch:





Colors need to go away, all B&W and less detail on the first two slides. Just basic faces will suffice. Thought of it late at night, seemed hilarious in my mind. Drew it out in paint, not so funny. I lack the skills needed to make funny facial expressions, I think 90% of the comics I read are funny because of the character's face in context with the rest of the comic. I will continue to work on it.



Can't wait to get an 86, jesus. I want it like that.

14x9 -13ish all around, 20v 4age, cool suspension junk, a cool front bumper and maybe later skirts, a goodline type hood, no wing maybe trd eventually, some shitty makeshift exhaust, cool guy paint, cage, sweet nardi wheel, cool stickers and junk.

I know 86 shells are cheap and getting to that point is going to rape my anus but...Just a dream for now.

Breakfast.

I had no idea breakfast was such a powerful force to be reckoned with. Today for the first time in literally 5 years or more, I woke up and cooked myself some eggs, mashed up two bananas with cinnamon, and a piece of toast; i also started the day with 2 cups of water.

H.O.L.Y. S.H.I.T.

Hydration, Oatmeal, Liberty, Yearing...

Naw it's just amazing what breakfast does to a body. I should've listened to that old Henry Miller, I had no idea I was missing out on so much, I feel great and actually have an appetite. Now I'm fantasizing about making all sorts of different breakfast varieties even though I know I'll be stuck around eggs and toast. Oh well, I'm still jockin' eggs, not as much as I was last month. Last month I was super obsessed.

Let's rap about eggs for 2 seconds. Actually, no, I'll just leave this here:

#1 way to cook eggs: Poached.
#2 way to cook eggs: Sunny Side Up


that's it and that's all.

Here is a sweet sweet ride.






I sure do love the spirant z32; it's brown which I loveeeee, wheels are a great offset, usually z32 owners do 18x10 +45 and think its too low...doh.


Anyway breakfast escapades await.

Alcohol is an inferior good. It really is; hear me out on this. It feels like it just pushes you around, left and right, which feels great but it's so frivolous. Weed and higher, now that elevates you. And that's the ultimate goal of "mind altering substances" is it not? To transcend 'normal' consciousness to an elevated sense where the mind is able to see doors and explore itself better. If that is true, which it is to me, alcohol is an inferior resource toward achieving these goals. just my thoughts.


here's a sweetass car bitches.




goodnight america.

oh mannn

Everything is amazing and nobody is happy. That's trueeeeee man. So true. So much amazing writing, music, machines, etc and we still want more. I guess it's like that time I wanted GTA for the loooooongest time, and when I finally got it I was bored a month later. I had GTA but I was like meh. same thing kinda? I dunno.


Also, I've been wondering why she seems so damn angry with me lol. I thought we were cool but whooooa I've been getting super negative energy from her lately, it's scary/confusing considering I've done nothing to her. Maybe that's the problem? Also, being given the cold shoulder by people you thought were cool kinda hurts, I pretend it doesn't but it still bothers me a bit. Oh wells, I suppose it's impossible to be buddy buds with everyone on earth.





Interesting Read: Brazilians in Japan have an incentive by the Japanese government to LEAVE Japan, they get a 3000 dollar ticket back, and an additional 2000 for leaving. Jesus, I love Japan but god damn they just come across as downright racist xenophobes to me sometimes.

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/04/23/business/global/23immigrant.html?_r=1